Journal

06-29-10 4:33PM

We’ll start this now, but it will probably take me forever to finish writing down all the scattered thoughts in my head. This was a long weekend and I overindulged in too many things that left me weak enough to catch a virus that was running rampantly through my family. Yesterday I thought it was just the worst hangover I ever had, but it has continued on through today and I am incapable of cohesive thought so I am neglecting my book again. At least I am writing something to keep the gears inside my head oiled.

I managed to stick my foot in my mouth way too many times this weekend, well, I was doing good until the last day when I mixed liquors and drank the cheap shit. I don’t know why but it makes me spin off into this alternate dimension where more than just feeling sick occurs. No, I word things worse than normal and then let slip secrets about myself. Ugh. Plus, well, let’s just leave it at being a little tragic. I need to get out and blow steam off a little bit at a time so I don’t go off like a bomb I think.

I tried to plan dinner for tonight and my brain was so scattered that I bought the wrong stuff. Wrong buns, no raspberry chipotle sauce, forgot the bread crumbs. Luckily, I am honestly a MacGyver in the kitchen. At least I remembered my beloved Key Lime pie…LOL…

Man, I love the show “Can’t Get A Date.” If you haven’t ever seen it I would track it down. It is pretty entertaining and some of it hits home. I am not one of those who dates well. If I could think out and type all my responses or write them down I would be much, much better off. I don’t know why it is so much easier to formulate my thoughts that way, but it easy. Plus, it is hard to stutter and stammer in writing…LOL…

Ok, so I am thinking I should probably get to work on this dinner thing. I’ll tell you what it was supposed to be, although I will have to change it a bit. Venison burger and venison/pork sausage with veggie dip seasoning mix and garlic. That’s made into patties and grilled. Pepper jack cheese on top, a slice of tomato, a fried mix of cabbage, onion, and mushrooms on it, pickle slice, and a dab of raspberry chipotle. All on a ciabatta bun. Going to make some homemade fries and a cheesey, steamed broccoli, cauliflower, and carrot side dish. I’m hoping that someone thinks that sounds good…LOL…knowing my fam, they won’t dig it too much. :P